Sounds like it wouldn’t be a good bike for you. Sorry.
Seriously, you have to give folks a little more to go on. Otherwise, you’re probably better off reading some of the great info on the site. This question has been asked many times before, so unless you have some very specific circumstances, the best answer has probably already been given.
Tip: do a web search with “best beginner motorcycles” and the name of the bike you like in the search and you’ll get hits on this site.